Tear Jerking

Watched one of my best friends cried today. She tried to look like everything was okay, but no one was fooled. The rain splattered onto her front entrance and smudged a little. I looked over..and on the field was this row of tents. But there was this special tent with blue sari's hanging from the ceiling and it looked perfect. The tent next to it was empty..dull..awful..ugly..plain..and without a doubt..it had my name written all over it. Tried not to feel discourage..or i ll lose the only thing that kept me going. But when the cup of paint accidentally spilled over..and the splattered dirty green water dripped all over the floor..everything was coming back. Like how my birds foot got broken...like how i had a million things to paint..like how i m constantly worrying why my helpers hands arent moving fast enough..or how i scolded the blue house people for borrowing stuff..and NOw the best deco house leader is CRying??? I could cheer her up..but like me..it wouldn't work. Until the problems were handled..i wont stop worrying..i wont feel less tired or stress.. So the best way i can think of is me telling you the truth..

Chuen - Darling girl, your decorations is to die for. Any person with or without eyes knows yours is the best. A little water..so what?! Green house needs to build a ten foot castle to beat it..and with the limited time given..its not going to happen. I know its hard to believe..but mine really sucks right now...Elaine Broke MY BIRDS FOOT!!?? touchy touchy topic..As much as it pains me to say it, you have nothing to worry about. You're going to win =)

Now...need to get back to my own deco. Just because you re going to win..doesn't mean i m going to let you win easy xp